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So it's been awhile since I've made a journal but I've finally reached the day where I can say this is step one on the road to recovery. I'm officially only dealing with one or two people now that bring me down as opposed to the eight-ten I had to prior on a daily basis. I feel almost liberated from emotional bindings caused by toxic friendships and feeling chained to people who genuinely couldn't give a damn about my presence. I have new friends and a new path in life and I'm starting to feel so much better. Better yet, I feel as if these new friends actually want me as an addition and not just an outsider looking in.
I've been emotionally abused, pushed around, walked all over, accused of things I have not done, had twisted truths used against me and been forced to accept them as reality, forced into silence against my will, been told who I am and what I have to do by people who only cared for assumptions rather than getting to know a person, had salt rubbed in old wounds, and that's just a few of the things I've experienced in such a short amount of time.
Now, I'm finally free and I feel home again. I'm just going to keep doing what I've always done best; be myself. For those who keep saying "what about yourself?" when I say making people smile is what makes me truly happy I've only got one thing to say to you: Have you ever heard of the saying kindness is its own reward?
I've been emotionally abused, pushed around, walked all over, accused of things I have not done, had twisted truths used against me and been forced to accept them as reality, forced into silence against my will, been told who I am and what I have to do by people who only cared for assumptions rather than getting to know a person, had salt rubbed in old wounds, and that's just a few of the things I've experienced in such a short amount of time.
Now, I'm finally free and I feel home again. I'm just going to keep doing what I've always done best; be myself. For those who keep saying "what about yourself?" when I say making people smile is what makes me truly happy I've only got one thing to say to you: Have you ever heard of the saying kindness is its own reward?
My Commission Info On Inkbunny!
If you like my artwork please do feel free to go have a look! You don't need an account to view it :)
https://inkbunny.net/j/340489-Victorian-victorians-commissions-
So, I've decided to announce it officially
I'm on Inkbunny now. I will post a lot more bold works and the like there. If you want to see all my new stuff please feel free to head over. Human works might need a different art site to call home tho. I'll figure it out :)
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Immediate Commissions ((OPEN))
So, as many of you know I am in a very abusive living situation and I am trying to make money to get me and my girlfriend out of this. I was literally informed last night that the reason I am going to be kicked out is due to these people not having money. If I can manage to make $100-$200 I will be fine.
Please, if every person was able to pitch in $5 I would have enough long enough to keep job hunting. These are very stressful times and if things continue on this way I am not going to be able to stay with my girlfriend. I’m really sorry that I don’t have a nice beautiful post for you all with all my works and pricings listed and
Why I Left A Fandom
So, as you all know my life has been pretty tough so far. If you've been keeping up with my journals then you would know right out that I have had friendships that have failed over and over again but now I need a space to write about my experiences with a toxic group of a fandom. Now, I'm not saying the fandom itself is toxic, it's actually one of those fandoms you don't really know is so big until you actually meet someone else in it or something new comes out for it. I am referring to a specific group of people in the fandom.
All of this started over the stupidest thing you could imagine but first and foremost, I took a girl into my home f
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